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Disappearing Man

by Austen Walls

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1.
Fire 04:32
What's the point of trying anymore? I resolve to live a life of sorting out The good and the bad and the next new fad that Adds to the toll of highs to live for I'm not especially fluent in the news But a newer kind of "who?" makes it easier to "boo!" But what can I say? I don't know anything When it comes to speaking the truth Fire No more desire For anything No one can say Your rearranged World is a stage I'm in a state Ready, aim, and Fire No more desire For anything No one can say Your rearranged World is a stage I'm in a state Ready, aim, and I'm so sick of talking all the time I think my words forgot to rhyme Meaning lost line by line As my brain is slowly fried Burnt out On everything I love But I tried so hard To regain my own trust Now I fall deeper down In the bondage of my mind Wonder why, deep inside I'm alight So I turn on lovely Hollow TV Fire No more desire For anything No one can say Your rearranged World is a stage I'm in a state Ready, aim, and Fire No more desire For anything No one can say Your rearranged World is a stage I'm in a state Ready, aim, and Fire No more desire For anything No one can say Your rearranged World is a stage I'm in a state Ready, aim, and
2.
Scary 03:41
Resentment starts to grow Your lies stink up my home It’s getting old And my pockets empty My fears are taking hold You’ve stolen all my hope You took my soul And now you left me Don’t be so kind, unsanitary You’re alive in January Pay no mind and don’t be daring Lost my life and now you scared me Our home has lost appeal You act on how you feel It’s all surreal It’s getting scary Don’t be so kind, unsanitary You’re alive in January Pay no mind and don’t be daring Lost my life and now you scared me Don’t need you to save me Good living comes with waiting All is beyond belief The world is getting scary The world is getting scary The world is getting scary The world is getting scary
3.
Distracted 04:36
So long Open up Far gone Had enough Don’t think too much Don’t sleep in bed Don’t test your luck Don’t try to Guess What The world has planned for us now I’m too distracted to care Sometimes my eyes just run amok And follow everything I love Sometimes the going just gets tough And going just goes nowhere fast And though I try to get away I guess I’m getting through the pain But what I’m getting ain’t enough Because it’s getting really old I tried to hide myself away I tried to cry but I couldn’t say I tried to try but at the end of the day I tried I tried I tried I try to do so many things But I’m distracted I try to do so many things But I’m distracted I try to do so many things But I’m distracted I try to do so many things But I’m distracted Why can’t I give it a chance So I can make amends I’m trying to make a change But I can’t cause I’m too distracted I think I might be getting sidetracked I gotta focus I think I might be getting sidetracked I gotta focus I think I might be getting sidetracked I gotta focus I think I might be getting sidetracked I gotta forget So long Open up Far gone Had enough Don’t think too much Don’t sleep in bed Don’t test your luck Don’t try to Guess What The world has planned for us now I’m too distracted to care
4.
Captive 08:48
Watching the wall Watching the floor Watching the steps under the door Watching the wall Watching the man Watching the tool Held in his hand I’m nearly dead But kept alive Strapped to the bed But left to die As the days pass me by I’ve lost all track of time No windows in my room Pray he’ll leave the light on too No use in crying for help He can mute me with his belt I have lost my will to survive I have lost a reason to try I feel that somethings loose I might free myself soon I’m sneaking off the bed I’m jumping up the fence I’m running far away My body is in pain I hear an awful bang And feel the hole in my brain
5.
Fading Away 04:09
Who’s the disappearer? Stuck in this stare Look into the mirror Nothing is there Crying in the absence No one can hear Dying in the excess Nothing is clear (I’m) fading away Says the magic man Buried in his hands (I’m) fading away Watching as the hands are Made into glass Waning with the future Erasing the past Endlessly mellow Gone without death Our translucent fellow Won’t make a mess (I’m) fading away You can smell the fear As he disappears (I’m) fading away My body’s gone I can’t see I can’t run I can’t be Is this life? Is this death? I don’t know What comes next Fading away Now that he’s gone, Who will sing his song? Fading away Fading away Fading away
6.
Slow Down 02:59
Slow down I gotta keep it together Unfound There's nothing here Be nice But keep efficient The price To stay in fear I can feel I'm in control I am Undeterred Flying Like a bird I can feel I'm in control Slow down I gotta keep it together Unfound There's nothing here I am Undeterred Flying Like a bird I can feel I'm in control I can feel I'm in control
7.
Underwater 03:52
It's getting harder to breathe It's getting harder to see Blue turns to black Black disappears I'm underwater I can't stop from drawing 's there's no air to breathe Swallow the sea Water fills me I'm underwater All the pretty colors in the sea Are begging me to fall asleep I want to move up, start to breathe Too bad the ocean buried me I can watch the bubbles As they leave my lips I'm really in trouble now 'Cause I'm underwater I'm losing oxygen Just look at the shape I'm in Resting my head On the seabed I'm underwater All the pretty colors in the sea Are begging me to fall asleep I want to move up, start to breathe Too bad the ocean buried me I'm underwater I'm underwater I'm underwater I'm underwater
8.
Your breath is in my lungs Lately I've been running out Your hair is in my skin Some things I can't shed Your blood is in veins Paint my body red Your thoughts are in my head You're in my head I thought I could count on you What I thought I knew was wrong Now I'm coming Undone for you, Undone for you But in my mind I know I'm done with you, I'm done with you No matter how I try to run from you, I run to you I sit, unravelling I wanted to, I wanted to Your words are in my mouth They won't let me speak out Your tools are on my floor I can't be fixed anymore On infinite repeat The flavor of defeat I'm just a jigsaw That won't be solved I thought I could count on you What I thought I knew was wrong Now I'm coming Undone for you, Undone for you But in my mind I know I'm done with you, I'm done with you No matter how I try to run from you, I run to you I sit, unravelling I wanted to, I wanted to I'm coming to, I'm coming to I guess I'm just too late I'm coming to, I'm coming to Keep talking 'cause I'm not gonna listen I'm coming to, I'm coming to It's now or never, baby I'm coming to I'm coming undone I'm coming undone I'm coming undone I'm coming undone I'm coming undone

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Austen Walls' sophomore effort, Disappearing Man, demonstrates the 16-year-old's growth as a songwriter, producer, and artist. From the moody words spat with angst and aggression to the interplay between the dancing psychedelic and fuzzed out guitars, Disappearing Man proves to be much heavier than his self-titled debut. Where Austen Walls was scattered between diverse explorations in singer/songwriter, Disappearing Man is focused in delivering psyched out jams, noisy riffage, and fuller production.

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released January 20, 2023

All songs written, performed, and recorded by Austen Walls

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Independent multi-instrumentalist and producer from East Texas.

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